So, after five years with Honey Eyes, it’s over.
I started this blog feeling like a Lion, ready to fiercely savor life, hunting fearlessly but respectfully only the most interesting prey.
Then I found love and realized I was more of a fool than a lion… in the good and noble sense of the word. I battled my vulnerabilities, faced my weaknesses. I wanted Honey Eyes so much that I tried to be the best and most authentic version of myself, beyond the crap I told myself and the wrong ideas I had.
I gave up everyone for her, said goodbye to SweetBoobs, and never wrote about the Countess (just to see if she’d ever come to beat me up at my doorstep). I realized that truly making love is a thousand times more intense and satisfying than a thousand hookups. I realized I only wanted her, to be hers alone.
We tried. It was tough. We didn’t make it.
So, here I am again.
Not a Lion but… a little lion.
